You know what’s a sucky feeling? When you’re in a really good mood, having a good day, then all of a sudden are reminded that you’re not meeting any of the expectations that you or your parents have for yourself and don’t have your shit remotely together. Shit’s hard, but I think my expectations are reasonable. And yes I know it’s my expectations and not my parents’ that matter, but I do care about not disappointing my parents. And then your day takes a complete 180 and for once you’re glad it’s only Monday because then you think it’s the beginning of the week and that means there’s some small hope you’ll make progress before another week goes by.